I"m stressed again! This time, not with the assignments and readings, but with the way of doing things in the admin. of my department! They're just so slow in doing things, and really stressed people up because you see, I've enrolled for my graduate studies, and the enrolment hasn't come through yet. And this really stressed me up coz I've got lots of assignments that have to be submitted online, but I can't do anything now!

GGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just a sudden decision over one weekend that I'll go back to study, because I think I don't have the patient to wait a few months looking around for jobs. I donno if this is the right decisionn, but everyone seems to be happy with that, so I'll just stick to it at the moment.

Erm.....well, maybe just an update of that at the moment. =)

I've made my decision to stay for my Honours degree. Have been struggling a lot between searching for a job and to study. And, yeah, will stay another year or 2 to study....=)

Went to Auntie Helen's house last Thursday. Then, these parents were talking about all of us...like what's next after they've finished their studies, and got a job. Guess what the answer is?! Married them away~~~~~

My goodness!! I haven't even start to enjoy my life as an independent person, and do the things that I want to do, and I have to be tied into another family and do house chores and be a good housewife! That's not what I want in my life......I want to travel with my friends, do something that involves the pumping of the adrenalin..hehe, and some other stuff with friends. And, I don't want to be tie down. Especially when you don't know what your 'future' family will be like. Scary scary. The worst thing is that, my mum is thinking of matchmaking now. Of course, not for me yet lar.....but, if I'm still single by the time that she thinks I should get married, I absolutely will fly away from her, and won't let her find me. Because I don't like the idea of being introduced to each other and with the intention of getting together. IT IS JUST WEIRD~~

Yes! Finished the test today, and everything ended!
Another chapter of life is going to begin soon!
Anticipating with faith, with excitement
that God is gonna lead me to a job that He's given!

=D

In this 'ang moh' country, there's no celebration of CNY, but still wishing everyone Happy New Year! I'm kinda missing my friends again, I mean my highschool classmates! Because every year on the first day of CNY night, we'll have a gathering at some friend's house. And, the whole lot of us will be there, chatting, play games, eat, drink....etc etc...Damn! I'm really missing them. Gosh! It's horrible kind of feeling, because they're like part of your family already, reason because, everyone knows my parents and my sisters,well, not everyone, most of them.

We had visitors end of last week until today...really nice to see Malaysians, especially Mirians. And got to talk the Manglish again! Haha! It's the 'uniqueness' of the language, with all languages mix inside. And today, another friend of mum came, which they have not seen each other for 32 years! Man, I cannot tahan already when I didn't see my friends for 2 years, and thats 30 years more for Mom and Auntie Helen from Canada! And, I don't wish to see my friends in 32 years of time......

I'm really missing my friends, espcially Rachel & Jane Yee, who grow up with me, went to the same church, same schools, where we ate and sleep together always when we were young,and we even went travelling to S'pore once when we were really really small, I think about 7 yrs of age, and when I went back to Miri their family were like our extended family; CJ, & Su San who're two other best friends from high school back in M'sia, and share all the things that we've been through. We four(Rach, CJ, Su San & me) definitely have to meet up sometimes and travel together, if we've got the money, and still singles! hehe!

A few days ago, when I went to one of the supermarket, I saw they sell canned chendol...it's a kind of dessert in Malaysia with red bean, sago, 'xian chao', and the green thing ( i donno what it's called), with coconut milk or condensed milk, and with ice. I was so excited coz I really missed that dessert a lot, especially from Krokop 5 ( a place where they sell all these icy cold dessert).

But when I got home, and ate the chendol, the suppose to be 'green' thingy, is white when I poured it out, and ate one spoonful of it, I want to vomit, it was horribly sweet! And that white thing is hard. I assumed that they put too much preservative, but the red bean is still red in colour......donno lar. So, I threw the whole can away.

I'm really missing the 'ice special' in Krokop 5!! How I wish I can go home just for the sake of eating, and meet up with friends, and if got money, shopping..!! haha! Well, mum has booked my ticket to fly back in May, coz my graduation ceremony is at the end of April, but she said she's only booking for fun. She's still not sure whether to let me go back or stay back. *sigh* depends on where I get my job lor.....

Class started today, from 9am-4pm. And, will be like that everyday until the 21st of January....phew! I think I would need a lot of caffeine to keep me going..hehehe! And, there'll be one essay due next Monday....I better go and get some sleep first, then, go to library and do some readings!

My high school classmates got married yesterday, shame that i can't attend their wedding....That's the first wedding in our class *sigh*.